Wed, 14 Aug 2002 03:42:57 GMT

Even my simple existence sometimes needs assistance
I need to know what I cannot understand
I question the unquestionable
I have found answers that lead to places that mean nothing
Simply put I understand a few things to a level of simplicity that simply does not do life justice
Simply knowing that I am not doing justice to the true complexity of life does nothing to change the fact that I see life in ways that are too bare and unforgiving
To explain the things I have learned would be quite cruel to any man
Men need not understand the simple logic I have developed
Logic is an interesting thing, take a set of rules, apply it to any setting, solve assuming those rules are correct; patterns emerge
Life is truly incredible because of the fact that every set of logic is correct, each individually true in its own absurd way
Even science, it assumes certain things and solves assuming these are true, doing so we prove things upon things
For all that we know is a foundation of assumption, assumption upon observation of assumptions coming true
We truly have manifested our reality
What could our reality look like if we decided to sculpt it out of the assumption that everyone is perfect and we seek only to live at peace?
How laughable an idea this is!
For without a basis of better than less than, how would one man be greater than another?
There is no reason for one man to be greater than another, all men are equal
Made of carbon, breathing oxygen, born by a mother, to die and return to the earth, every man throughout history has been equal to every other
Some assume greatness by measure of peers and in the records of history, a recording of peer review
This means little or nothing, what matters is life
Life is.

Sat, 27 Jul 2002 04:19:01 GMT

Oh gosh, first entry.

Janis and I had a good long talk just now, I'm feeling perfectly wonderful now.

I have no idea what is happening in the world right now. My brain is tired, and I think my entries will be longer after this one.

Eean Ovens